Toronto Mayor, Rob ford says he he has made mistakes but he loves his job and will not resign. Ford admitted earlier today that he has smoked crack cocaine while in office but he kept his drug use from his family, his staff and his colleagues at city hall. He repeated several times that he is embarrassed and ashamed. In May two media outlets reported the existence of a video that they said appeared to show the mayor smoking crack. Last week, Toronto’s police chief said authorities had recovered a video of the mayor with images that corresponded with those media reports.